stems

bad energy stems from indivuals who showcase it, whether not intentionally or from utter depression, but seriously. it makes me hate life! it makes me feel sick! it brings me down. no one wants to admit that their moods can be affected from other indivuals, but it can be. it really can. im trying to be pleasant, i was sick all weekend, yet i never really complained as much as my fever/diarhea (yuck!), vomit, etc...entailed. i still remained humanoid. i bought some tylenols, pepto bismals, and like, proceeded to drink two glasses of red wine, a remedy to anything, after the diar...vomit stage...day 1. day 2 consists of slight fever, which will go down after a shower, some tylenols, and two glasses of red wine, oh yeah, and a good attitude...
i dare not re-read this to...my split personality...by the way, i ONLY have been hanging out by myself, so the other person, (?) i am talking about...oh, thats just me!!!!
smirky smirkersons, my dear friend decided to ditch me today, thats right! last night she was all, "YEAH! We'll definately hang out tonight!!!! I have been wanting to just go out since (so and so) bla bla bla...." well, guess she listened to her androgynous fat sister who seems to hate me when i dont even know nor do i care who this drunk bitch is...whatever!
this blog dont make sense....i am sorry i do apologize like i said i was slightly feverish, the other day i spotted 'cayenne pepper pills', i took em. then i noticed my GENITALS(what a funny word) got all hot and tight when trying to DO IT, and i got a fever, shitted all the food i ate out...so now i had a 99.8 temp and had two glasses of what i previously mentioned...so im kind of crazy right now~~~~