weekend mid july -06

this weekend dennis came over..friday..we go get food..i blogged about it already and am not inspired to now..heh! go read it on my myspace account, or vice versa. visa versa... i wish my boyfriend was here now. lonely!! i want to do stuff....yeah..stuff...anyways..it is so hot here i dont understand!! im sweating and i have been feeling upset, for him..i dont know..i need things to start going good. i really just need to focus on acting..whatever you know? time to like, have a career. hey i dont have a phD in anything but i can still become someone in this world...no more wasting days in this house...i cant tolerate having another person telling me im still sleeping in my parents house..i need to start feeling noteworthy, wahtever that means. sick of drinking but i am enjoying spending time with dennis. hmm...HOT IN HERE!! sweaty------