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"i can get alot more accomplished if this computer worked"

this morning i woke up and walked downstairs. lisa was on the couch, laptop, books, blankets, pillows, and magazines sprawled all over the couch, just like her daughter, sage, with her crayons, toys and coloring books she sprawls across the couch, the one i usually sleep on. i slept in my parents room last night, but that is because they have been in quebec the past two weeks. anyways, i sat down and we ordered the hills have eyes. i didnt care for it tho, just like every other typical carnage movie..'wrong turn, house of wax, house of 1000 corpses..etc..i also have been watching this show, solitary..but they just said who the winner was..who i thought it would be but still...other people might of got disappointed, like when some guy said the ending of that movie.."i see dead people movie"..he said the ending on his tv show. this movie reminds me of these good movies, i call..the cube trilogys.. cube..and it has two other movies to it its good rent them!!!i realize it seems i hav been watching alot of tv movies etc..but i havent had a chance to sit down and schedule photoshoots and my future...this weekend was fun howevor..lets see...
so last night, dennis dropped me off at my house around midnight...(i can do one of these reality shows, like i would be able to make myself win..cuz money is motive!!! and im not afraid of anything..except childbirth!! like what i wrote in my survey)) my phone has TERRIBLE service in this house...this house is a mess. it is beautiful outside i spent some time outside sitting on the deck, i grabbed my fat cat beauty and brought her outside so she could get some sun but she was making weird noises. shes been acting weird since this little skinny kitten came to our house..of course lisa doesnt think nothing of it. so after dennis dropped me off..(oh my goodness NOTHING in this house works, cell phone, computer, even the cordless phone and caller id are fucked up) i also was talking to my friend darla and jen outside...but i told my self today i am going to..make tomato soup and croutons, and then i am going to spend ALL night cleaning. well, tomorrow i am going to six flags with darla..but i do need to clean..i am planning on moving back to LA very soon, in august after my bday and all...but i need to get my clothes sort throught them and find my envelope to send in case i do win...girl of the year..VOTE FOR ME gallerymagazine...fawna..HAHA!! i doubt i will win tho there are prettier girls, pretty blonde hair white girl look like she should be in playboy and another really pretty girl model-esque, and there are some skanks too..but me..im not a typical model type, and im not skanky im just ME!!! i can be beautiful tho and i strive for that...just cuz i like to feel hot, who doesnt??? hmm... its so gorgeous outside i love summer breeze!! wonder what jen wanted she never called back..so i woke up last night..i seen this video camera..not like, one that families buy i mean the kinds they use for tv and it was filming me again but the image disintegrated. thats the second time i woke up to see that...it gives me an idea for a story tho...i hate being inside when its so nice out..
so i had an audition for a movie on friday. first one i have ever been too. i dressed up nice, little dress with a denim vest thing..and did my hair and make-up..had to wear a bikini too its for this national lampoon movie its called 'bazookas' ...i dont know, but i read the script for catherine..hope i did good i gave them my headshots and they asked my availability etc so who knows!!??!!! im hungry and want to call jen back but just want to get this posted..even tho i am nervous it is in wordpad but still...
so then i go to dennis we just like, hung out..we had some beer and like, played video games. saturday...rented a movie watched it people came over we he said he was just gonna buy a case, even tho i was thinking, just get a thirty pack..but i figured, sure i wouldnt mind bottles...shannan and jesse brought a 12 pack over...and his other friend from work and his girlfriend came by but they didnt drink. he gave us a tour of the house (my idea i assume..well, it was my idea for tour JUSTKIDDING just wanted to write taht HAHAHAHA!!! dennis says i laugh crazy like that girl in the commercial)) ya..i need a beer! NOW!!i want one!! ok lets see....me and dennis made a little movie earlier,, a cool one that was my idea about a girl who gets killed by her boyfriend...JUST KIDDING!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
so the non drinking friends left and we seen we were almost out of beer..gasp!! NO!! if we are out of beer , then what? watch shannan and jesse act like like lovebirds..kama sutra style? please! i like to be affectionate this and that, just, i like being active too, i mean like, i cant just sit and watch movies all day, although i have did that..there is a time and place for everything. i am not going to sit in front of people and deliberatlely sit on my boyfriends lap and kiss and like, all that.. its like, people that do that , my opinion at least, is that it is actually boring when it is just them so they need to make it look exciting...i dont know..and for me , if i happen to hug or kiss or squeeze my boyfriends neck, it is a genuine sign of affection and i am not doing it for others to see...so that is basically what those two were doing, but of course dennis wants to paint me as the bad person, like i have alchohol problems or whatever, which later entails and enthralls shannan to start saying this to this gist, "Lori, we can sit and have fun. We can play pool games. Bla ! Bla! " face it, i like to drink and get goofy and silly and once im getting a good buzz on, i dont feel like stopping to sit around like hippies singing camping songs...(thats not what they wanted to do, but you know what i mean..i hope!) so i ran in the house cuz everyone was verbally ganging up on me but the verbal turned a little physical when dennis came inside i was just crying bla bla bla he threw me on the ground or something so i just figured there was nothing else to do cept go and join the 'infantiles' as i called them in my hazy 'drunk self' im sorry but i can be pretty judgemental and rude myself...SORRY!!! i know they arent bad people, they actualyl are very cute and its sweet...im happy for them and i know dennis deals with my drama so i am glad he can endure it i suppose..so im not sure if i got in a fight with shannnan BEFORE or AFTER the scene...i do remember shannan asking me why i was sitting so far, i was sitting on the hot tub cover cuz i didnt want my jeans to get wet she was strutting around in her bikini dancing thinking dennis was watching her when really everyone knows i dance better i look better HA! oh im only kidding! STOP!!! so she like put your bikini on "you really want me to? ok i will sure!!!" heh!! i dont know!! i sound horrible! its cuz im a horrible person..."I be whatever you want me to be"
anyways, she started thinkin she was acting ghetto oh forget it they both retire to hotel kama sutra room they have whatever...(you know i luv the girl shes my friend she is just fun to write about!!)
so then dennis throws me into the pool and we just hang out in the pool BLA BLA BLA...who cares tho..right?
i was going to write something else but i dont want to..too personal...im not going to go into details about everything cuz come on now!! HAHA im such a weirdo i dont even know
CHOO!!! i just sneezed...lets see!! so i need to clean but now at dusk time i feel like going to a bar outdoors and having a cold one mr! A COLD ONE SIR!!! i want to start working out so i have really great arms...and i want a flat six pack tummy! and a nice tight ass and strong muscular legs..i already have muscle tone just need to define it...
sunday dennis and i wake up i was dreaming but forget now i could remember if i feel like it but i dont..shan and jesse had left..oh yeah i COULD of gotten more beer from the night before...cuz after the no beer was discovered, i made a phone call i called my friend who lives in the area to come with beer and people he was going to but in the end i had to respect dennis cuz it was his house and didnt think it was a good idea..
so we like, hang out we watched syriana then like..went out to see a movie. tewksbury is a nice area, rich area in new jersey, think one of the wealthy spots in the country, a few actors live around those parts, nice drive nice town colonial style and like, little general stores..i prefer those big old farmhouses and cornfields, with the big tree and like, bikes and all kinds of stuff in the yard..old wooden floors and big high ceilings i dont really care for these new 'cookie cutter' wall to wall carpeting houses, i like ones that have memories trapped in the walls...but still, nice refined area..yes! we went to watch the lady in the water,,funny characters silly story line...whatever!! then we stopped at this really cool chinese restaurant, hunan wok (we have one up here too) this one was cooler, it was in this old stone building and inside a short giggly chinese man and his short wife and all kinds of little cut-outs of fish , hearts, etc...i wanted to eat there but we didnt have enough money to cover a tip so we got it to go ..back to his house and then we watched some simpsons and family guy..reruns of course then watched cassanova which i actually liked its one of those cozy movies fat lady will watch by herself on a lonely saturday night with some comfort food like chocalate or popcorn whatever...so that leads up to him dropping me off at midnight now i want to go out to eat!!! im lonely now want to be around friend...or stay with my friend PUTER!!! PUTER!! ACER PUTER IS MY FRIEND BUT IT MAKES ME SO MAD I WANT TO PUNCH My hand through monitor