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summer is beautiful..i get turned on by camping, late night...smell of campfires, sexy air, maybe the smell of pot...beers....the clouds passing by....slowly....riding on the back of a motorcycle, absorbing all the wheatness from cornfields, that freakin' smell of warm jersey weather; moldy scent of cold basement...listening to great music while the windows are rolled down...feeling the damp grass infuse between your bare toes while walking through a lush field of grass....jumping in the river and bathing in nasty river water...drinking getting drunk camping out having fun hot sex.........um........yeah! im so numb right now

i aint gonna post a new blog YET....ok, so, like today, i had a photoshoot scheduled with steven shadrach..who apparently, he photo'd me before, but he has also photo'd the likes of jay leno, chris rock, saturday night live people, david letterman, whoopie goldberg, whoever else...lost of ppl!! YEAH...and i drove to city...bad luck with cops constantly pulling me over, but he didnt give me ticket, as of last time i got pulled over...losin license anyway soon but that doesnt matter...so...finally i get to nyc...73rd and broadway...have to wait for m.u.a...(make-up artist)..he comes...gay guy who spends so much time on my concealers, base, foundations, etc...not enough time on eyes, lots of time on eyebrows...looked good, but actual make-up kind of plain and nuetral, since these are, after all, headshots...i have to impose my friendly vibe..my "you want to hire me as an approachable actor vibe" , not a sexy model who always does nude pic vibe..Yo, i am serious about acting...anyways...so we have a few regular shots...headshots..my practiced smile as to not show my ugly teeth and gums (mui gave me a teeth bleaching thing to wear for half hour)..then take some outside. i do have to admit this makeup and curling iron rolled hair made me look older...27 years old..the actual age i am...SOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hopefully they turn out good!!!! then i drove home on E..empty...bought a #10 on the mcdonalds menu....mcfish..i never eat it but decide to try something new...thats all!!!