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i dont know, but i guess i will write about the night i drove up to new york and my photoshoot. i never feel the urge to write about my boring life in nj. i am so depressed here i honestly cannot wait to get out of here!! i've been myspacing it now...speaking of which, just type in my email address: lulaberri@hotmail.com to find me.. its cooler for me cuz i can actually see that people are reading and looking at my page etc, unlike here, where i have no idea!! anyways...i drove to the city thursday nuttin special except we did go to the coca cola party...the new logo will be, its a coke life...walked on the red carpet...photographers everywhere...anyways, who cares...im still no body now...we left early of course and i drove home..no big deal! i had a photoshoot in the city...got there at 11.. there was the photographer, who works for good morning america, cnn...whatever else he mentioned. there were also two other models and his assistant and a makeup artist. so, we drove to brooklyn. his friend was this guido type of guy who was all fawning over the two other girls, two typical "shot girls" white overly friendly blonde short girls who looked the same. i wasnt jealous but i formulate opinions about everyone...anyways, got some good shots on the stairs of nice brownstones. even some in the rain. cant wait to get the images. as we were driving back the photographer is like, i got two emmys..whatever his bullshit was..and the girls were like, "Oh my God! Wow! that is so cool!" and he also says, i can say i was in steven speilburgs house...stup[id things like taht, but my response is just like, really? oh ok...(no big deal i dont really get impressed or startstruck, in fact, when i was at the coca cola party, i was walking around like im all hot, because when i go out locally, thats how i am, so, i carry that now no matter where i am...) but these girls are like, stupid and dumb..wow!! oh my god! thats so cool...typical white girls who will live a bar filled life...whatever i think things like this sorry....anyways, this weekend sucked. i went out to drinkys,, the local retarded place and see the same people !! hung out with this guy i used to like but now he reminds me of a pathetic cokehead loser with no personality even tho i used to think he was hot and sexy. now i dont even care! whatever