"YOU Have no couth!!!"""

hi. whats up? anyways, hmm....the other night the weirdest thing happened. i couldnt go to sleep because i had eaten alot of popcorn because i had tooken my neice to see the chronicles of narnia. well my stomach was hurting and i was laying on my back looking out the window when i noticed this loud hovering noise which also sounded like when the mail comes and it drives, breaks, drives, breaks. i was thinking, its probably the aliens outside. also, i was trying to project my self to see some place i have never been before but will be soon, which is miami. (i was reading a book on how to become more psychic). i will say i seen or heard or felt the word "freedom", but who knows. anyhow, like, while i was trying to go to sleep, all of a sudden this loud electrical buzzing sound and then i felt and heard and seen this blue light travel from one end of the room to the window, and it was loud and buzzing, and went out the window, but when it did go out the window, everything was dark and i could not move. i have had sleep paralysis before, but never like this. one, i dont remember falling asleep. i was just laying there looking out the window. i didnt know what had happened but i thought i got electrocuted. well, i tried to run up the stairs but couldnt, i was in that heavily somber atmosphere of thick slow motion sleep paralysis. i knew i was but i hate when i stay still because my mind starts to form images of like, weird things like i was so short and small my eyes were at knee level and in the other room i seen a child but it was bigger than me. i kept having to say, help but it was hard for me but finally i did wake up still scared. i put the light on too.
yeah, how boring..my life sucks. i dont like it. i dont like being here in nj not doing anything. i dont care that people who read this dont like me. well, i doubt anyone is reading this...jeremy is a freako! he is scary. here are my text messages to the crazy weirdo creep::::::
he wrote to me, YOU FUCKING DIRTY TRAMP WHO CANT GET OUT OF YOUR PARENTS HOUSE bla bla bla,,,see the argument was this, he called me and asked me what i did that weekend, went to the movie, i said, "OH! what did you see?" me-"lion witch and wardrobe"
then he asks me, with this weird tone again, what did you see again? "chronicles of narnia"
i thought you said you seen something else
its the same movie!!!
"whod you go with?"
"Sage!"
"i wouldnt spend money on htat"
"You have no imagination"
"I have more imagination thanyou"
"FINE!! You have more imagination than me! whatever! I dont want to argue about bullshit things"
"you started it"
i forget what i said ubt i was aggravated so my voice was fast and high pitched, even tho i knew it was coming...."THis is childish, bla bla "
and he hung up
what a loser,, i knew he was gonna do that he is so predictable...
text messages to him from me:::::
oh who cares...i just was like, you are so predictable!! your a little baby. you are white trash. he curses all the time and sounds like ffffff-fucking fffffishsticks because he has a lisp because he has a rotten tooth...and he said"YOu have no couth!"
i laughed. he is so amusing! couth!! HA HA HA!! thats a dumb word! his insults are just trying to be so mean and nasty it is actually amusing. i wont even mention the worst thing he has actually done that has made me quite mad, but im not holding a grudge. its pretty clever. he can be clever. i can be too tho...except im not too good at revenge. you know how many people OWE me money!??!! i wish i could really plot a good revenge, but all i know how to do is stay humble and generate my own opinion about people and realize i am better than them and that soon i will be rewarded. i am patient but i just cannot live in pburg no mo!!!!
hmm....